Music Speaks.

Music. 


Music is one of the most powerful things ever created. It can evoke so many emotions out of someone.


Love. Sadness. Happiness. Longing. 


and praise.


One of the biggest things that happens to me when I listen to certain songs is that I cannot help but feel God's presence. And no, I am not talking about listening to the typical "We love you, Jesus. Praise you, holy, holy, Lord." type song. I mean, yes, those are great and all, but when you listen to a song that is purely instrumental and can feel the peace of God. 


Instrumental songs to me are music in the purest form. The music speaks for itself. It doesn't need someone to put words with it. The song stands on its own, allowing your soul to create the words to go along with it. 


I have this thing where I will listen to a song- my instrument of choice is usually the piano, as all of you who know me know-, and I can shut my eyes...and I feel like I am in a completely different place than where I currently am. It is like I have drifted away. Sometimes, it feels like the times when I have drifted are perhaps the tiniest, most incredibly small glimpses of Heaven. I can listen to certain songs and just know. I know that God is real. I know that Heaven is real. I know that God's love for me is more tangible than anything in this entire world, and that when I need Him, He will always be there. I can hear a song and feel it in my heart. 


I shared this video on my facebook, but I will put it here as well.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP4C-Tj7Bmo


The song is called Sunrise by Doug Hammer.


I am going to explain to you guys what happened when I listened to this song.


I was making my bed, and I had Pandora on. I had my headphones on, just doing my own thing. All of a sudden, this absolutely captivating melody hits me. I am stunned. I stop making my bed and just stood there for the entire four minutes. I am overwhelmed by this feeling of undeniable reassurance and peace from God. This song said so much to me at once; it was astounding how many emotions just one song could evoke.


I felt at peace, inspired, hopeful, loved, and reassured.


Now, I have no idea how the composer of this song is. I don't know him from Adam. But I do know that this song had deep meaning for me- and that is what is amazing about this beautiful thing we call music. The ability for each person to interpret it however they see fit.


The emotion he got from me was absolute praise.


So as this song plays, I am just standing in the middle of my room with my eyes shut. Corny as it sounds, I was just letting the music speak to me. Yes, I know...music speaking, what a typical thing to say. But I will say that one of my favourite quotes is by Hans Christian Andersen which says, "Where words fail, music speaks."
So instead of fouling up a beautiful thing, I let the music speak to me.


In those 4 minutes, this song said more to me than sitting through an hour long sermon.


Some thoughts that hit me, and I kid you not. This is what I think of when I hear this (I am listening to it on repeat while I write this):


When things are bad, God is always there. He is perfect even when situations aren't, which they usually never are. He is there from the time I wake up until I go to bed, and then he is with me all the night long. He protects  me. He comforts me. He brings me the ability to love and to feel joy- to see things in the positive because He makes all things work together for my good. He gives me peace in the times when I am afraid. He saved me. I am worthy of His love. No matter what I have done- the mistakes I have made..anything..He loves me and He always will. He will never leave me alone. When I am broken, He knows how to bring me that feeling of comfort, that everything will be okay sooner than later.


The Reassurance that God is real. That He is in everything. God is everywhere. His light is in me. I am His child that He has given every opportunity to. He sees my dreams and inspires me to chase them. When I think I am a failure, He tells me that I am special.


That no matter how bad things are there will always be a better day. Always.


Never give up on your dreams.


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I guess God finds ways to speak to us all. He knows that music is a huge way to get through to me. I have been struggling lately with a few things, like prayer..a lot of things that Christians have issues with everyday. Hearing this song has helped to heal me in a certain way. I don't mean heal in the sense of being sick, but it helped me realize a few things that I had forgotten; thus, my spirit is mending in some of the ways that it felt broken.


We all need to be reminded of God's infinite love for us sometimes.


I know I have lately, and tonight has been a beautiful night of that.






My heart is steadfast O God, my heart is steadfast. I will sing and make music.  I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples.  For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies.  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth.  Psalm 57:7-11.